My child, you need not know much in order to please Me much;
it suffices that you love Me fervently. Speak to Me, then, with simplicity as
to a most intimate- of friends, or as to your parents or' your brother or
sister.
Is there anything you ought to ask Me in behalf of someone?
Tell Me the name, be it that of a parent, brother, sister,
or friend; tell Me at once what you wish I should do for them. Ask for much,
very much. Do not hesitate to ask. I am pleased with generous souls who forget
themselves in order to attend to the needs of others. Speak to Me plainly and
with familiarity, concerning the poor whom you wish to console, the sick whom
you see suffering, the wandering souls whom you are anxious to turn to the
right path; speak to Me about absent friends whom you would like to see near
you once again. Speak to Me a friendly word for the sake of all, an intimate
and fervent word. Remind Me that I have promised to listen to all prayers that
come from the heart; for could the prayer that you address to Me for those your
heart especially loves fail to come from the heart?
And for yourself, do you need any graces? Make Me, if you so
wish it, a list of your needs, and come, read it in My presence. Tell Me
frankly, that you are moved by pride, love of sensuality and comfort; that you
are, perhaps, selfish, inconstant, negligent... and ask Me then to come and
help the little or great efforts by which you undertake to shake off such
miseries.
Do not be ashamed, poor soul! Many are the just who are in
heaven, many saints of the first rank, who had those same defects! But they
prayed with humility . . . and little by little they found themselves freed
from them.
Neither hesitate to ask Me for temporal goods; health,
intelligence, success in your work, business or studies; all these I can give,
and do give you, and I desire you to ask them of me in so far as they do not
oppose yqur sanctification, but rather contribute and help towards it. Here and
now, what do you need? What can I do for you? If you only knew the desires I have of loading
you with favors!
Just now, have you any plan at hand? Relate it to me in
detail. What troubles you? What are you thinking about? What are your wishes?
What do you want Me to do for your brother, your sister, your friend; for your
superior? What would you wish Me to do for them?
And towards Me? Do you not desire My glory? Would you not
wish to be able to do good to your neighbor, to your friends whom you love so
much, and who live perhaps forgetful of Me?
Tell Me now what particularly occupies your attention, what
your most ardent longings are and what means you have at hand to attain them?
Tell Me whether your undertaking is a failure, and I shall tell you the causes
of its lack of success. Would you not like Me to do something for your benefit?
My child, I am the Master of all hearts, and sweetly do I rule over them
without impairing their liberty.
Do you perhaps feel sorrowful and depressed? Tell Me, tell
me, disconsolate soul, about your grief in all its details. Who has hurt you?
Who has hurt your self-love? Who despised you? Draw yourself near to My Heart,
which possesses a most efficacious balm for curing all your wounds. Give me an
account of all, and in a short time, you will end by saying that in imitation
of Me, you forgive all, forget all; and in return you will receive My consoling
blessing.
Have you perhaps any fear? Do you feel in your soul those
vague melancholies that despite their groundlessness do not cease to be
discouraging? Throw yourself into the arms of My providence. I am with you
here; you have Me at your side; I see everything; not for a moment do I abandon
you.
Are you hurt by the indifference shown by persons who once
loved you well, but now, forgetful, withdraw from you, although you have not
given them the least motive for it? Pray for them, and I shall return them to
your side, if they are not going to be an obstacle to your sanctif ication.
And have you not, perhaps, some joy to tell Me? Why do you
not, as a good friend, share it with Me?
Tell Me all that, since last month,. since your last vigil,
have consoled and made your heart as it were, smile. Perhaps you have had
pleasant surprises; perhaps you have had dark misgivings that have vanished
away; perhaps you have received happy news, some letter or token of affection.
You might have overcome some difficulty, or escaped from a critical situation.
All that is My work, and I have worked it out for you. Why do you not show Me
your gratitude for it, and say to Me, with the simplicity of a son to his
father, "Thank you, dear Father,
thank you!" Gratitude brings with it new benefits, for
the benefactor is pleased to see his goodness appreciated.
Have you not also some promise to give Me?
You know, I read the depths of your heart. Man may be
deceived easily... God, never. Speak to me, then with all sincerity. Have you
made a firm resolution not to expose yourself anymore to that occasion of sin?
to deprive yourself of that object that has hurt you? not to read again that
book that has so excited your imagination? not to deal further with that
person who has disturbed the peace of your soul?
Will you once more be kind, amiable and gra-cious with that
person whom you have looked upon as an enemy, because he has offended you?
Well, then, My child, go back to your accustomed work, to
your office, to your family, to your studies... but do not forget the fifteen
minutes of pleasant conversation we have bad together here in the solitude of
the sanctuary. As much as you can guard silence, observe modesty and
recollection, be resigned to My will, practice charity toward your neighbor.
Love My Mother - who is also yours - the
Most Blessed Virgin, and come back with your heart more devoted to My service.
In My Heart you will daily find new love, new benefits, new consolation.
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